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A VECES COMO que se me olvida de d√≥nde vengo, se me borra del mapa, el abismo profundo y negro donde me encontraba, del pantano infernal donde me da√Īaba severamente en todos los sentidos, del refugio del hurac√°n rugiente que exterminaba y lesionaba a mis seres cercanos, se me olvida los estragos amargos de esta maldita, perversa enfermedad del alma y como que me siento muy recuperadito, es m√°s, ni consiente me veo respecto a la magnitud de mi enfermedad emocional que es de por vida, de repente me lleno de soberbia, mis egos afloran en mis pensamientos, lenguaje y actitudes, ah√≠ est√° en vivo y a todo color esta triste enfermedad, que no es solo alcohol y drogas, es la ruina espiritual, las falsas expectativas de m√≠ mismo, sin ver el c√ļmulo de defectos que tengo y los patrones de conducta equivocados que me arruinaron en la vida, y de repente, vuelvo a repetir la triste historia con mis actitudes de s√ļper dotado, no veo, lo que se me da con facilidad, expresar mi lenguaje de superioridad, destilando soberbia hasta las cachas, como que de repente se esfuman esos recuerdos de los amargos estragos del alcohol y las drogas, pero Dios es muy grande y por si acaso se me olvida, √©l me lo recuerda de mil maneras y esta tarde, √©l me mand√≥ un mensaje muy claro, me vi a m√≠ mismo, regres√© a 18 o 20 a√Īos atr√°s de mi vida, y a√ļn estoy reflexionando, ten√≠a que escribirlo y compartirlo, si me lo permites.

Recordar es volver a vivir II

Ah√≠ estaba, frente a m√≠, despu√©s de correr a su esposa de mi despacho, Ernesto, ese espejo de m√≠ mismo, comenz√≥ a hablar, mostrando su alto nivel de intoxicaci√≥n por coca√≠na y apestando a alcohol, golpe√°ndome con el tufo a una corta distancia, hice lo que siempre hago, escuchar, como he aprendido, escuchando, mirando a los ojos y dando lo mejor de m√≠ para establecer un buen puente de comunicaci√≥n.- Me dijo - No tengo problema con el alcohol, cuando yo quiero lo dejo.- Ya ten√≠a 45 d√≠as ingiriendo alcohol e inhalando coca√≠na.- Lo que yo me meto, es coca pura, de la misma manera, la dejo cuando yo quiera y me record√≥ algo que yo dec√≠a.- La coca que me meto, es calidad de exportaci√≥n.- La del se√Īor Obispo.- ¬ŅTe imaginas?- De un tema brincaba a otro, no terminaba uno cuando ya estaba hablando de otra cosa, con la mirada cansada, dilatada, hinchado por tanto alcohol, arrastrando la lengua, y respetando su catarsis, ofrec√≠ tolerancia y respeto, reflexionado sobre la crueldad de esta perra enfermedad del alma, no hice otra cosa, m√°s que verme a m√≠ mismo, quise llorar al ver ese cuadro de donde yo vengo, era un claro espejo, el Ernesto drogado, alcoholizado y negado, el Ernesto que minimizaba y maximizaba, sin duda alguna, fue un regalo de Dios.

Características de la enfermedad

Ah√≠ me vi, mientras lo escuchaba, justific√°ndome, - Es que tengo mucha presi√≥n de todo el mundo, traigo problemas como mi mujer porque no me entiende, estoy harto de que la gente no me haga caso, de que las cosas no se hagan como yo digo y quiero.- Igual, hablando pestes de personas, costumbre que yo hac√≠a debido a mi enorme vac√≠o espiritual, hablar mal de alguien, no es m√°s que el reflejo de lo mal que ando, y luego, quejarme de mi mujer, √©l como yo, podr√≠amos escribir un libro de tantas quejas, y por su culpa, por su culpa y por su culpa, tambi√©n podr√≠amos escribir la letra de una canci√≥n, me vi en √©l, como el ser inmaduro e irresponsable, el lavarme las manos, esconderme ante mi cruda realidad, evadiendo todo ese mar de incongruencias en que vive un borracho, un drogadicto como yo, criticando abiertamente a los Alcoh√≥licos An√≥nimos, hablando de lo que no sabe, incongruencias y falsos argumentos, vaya, exactamente igualito a m√≠.- Recuerdo cuando tres compa√Īeros de AA fueron a darme el mensaje a mi casa, tuve la desfachatez de servirles tres vasos de vodka.- Y uno de ellos, √ļnicamente me dijo.- Tiempo al tiempo, esto es cuesti√≥n de fondos.- Y as√≠ fue, comenc√© a fondear y a fondear hasta perder mi dignidad ante la morfina y la coca√≠na.

Pérdida tras pérdida

No me di cuenta de cómo la enfermedad, me fue consumiendo, comencé a probar La Saliva del Diablo, caí en ese abismo sin darme cuenta, perdí desde muy joven mi libertad, yo solo me encadené y sentencié mi futuro, llenándome de fracasos en todos los sentidos, fracasé en mi primer matrimonio, troné como espárrago, fracasé en los negocios, en todos los proyectos que intentaba, no cerraba círculos ni aterrizaba el vuelo, no comprendí el por qué tanta inestabilidad emocional, y ahora veo, cómo el alcohol fue minando mi vida, tuve consecuencias debido a la adversidad, a las decisiones mal tomadas, a mi alto grado de irresponsabilidad e inmadurez, claro que sufrí mis propias consecuencias y toqué fondos, perdí imagen, dignidad e integridad, igual perdí credibilidad en mí mismo, di un pésimo ejemplo, decía una cosa y hacía otra, por desgracia no vi a tiempo todo lo que el alcohol y las drogas me estaban robando, es más, llegué a pensar que estaba embrujado, todas las cosas me salían mal y como no, si me la pasaba en la uva.- A mí no me importaba que el refrigerador estuviera vacío, que mis hijos no tuvieran zapatos y ropa, no me importaba si cortaban la luz o el teléfono, yo vivía en otro mundo, y cuidado y se me dijeran mis verdades, porque me defendía como león enjaulado.

La habilidad de un adicto

S√© c√≥mo soy y el Ernesto que vino a platicar conmigo, es mi copia al carb√≥n.- Mit√≥mano, con esa s√ļper habilidad de decir mentiras, de hablar de lo que no s√©, de argumentar mis ideas y cre√©rmelas, pero tambi√©n, lograr que la gente me crea a sabiendas de que estoy falseando, un adicto como yo, tiene la habilidad de levantar falsos, se da, el desprestigiar con facilidad, el arruinar la buena imagen de alguien en cuesti√≥n de segundos, convierto mi lengua en un bistur√≠, tengo una fuerza en el √≥rgano m√°s duro del cuerpo humano, para da√Īar cruda y cruelmente a quien yo quiera, como adicto, tengo una inteligencia diferente. No soy superior, pero s√≠ diferente a los dem√°s y como el amigo de ayer que estuvo conmigo, puedo manipular e influenciar ante cualquier persona, este amigo le dijo a su esposa, que yo era un charlat√°n, que ten√≠a fuerzas ocultas diab√≥licas, habl√≥ pestes de m√≠, la esposa se lo crey√≥ y sali√≥ de dudas, hasta que comprob√≥ que era un levanta falsos y esta es la parte, una parte de mi enfermedad que no se me debe de olvidar, cuando alguien est√° vac√≠o, en ruina espiritual, ausente de s√≠ mismo como yo estuve, es cuando desprestigias a cualquiera, hablas por hablar, envenenas, manipulas e influencias a otros para que tus artima√Īas cobren vigencia.

La cuota diaria

Una botella de vodka completa, entre 10 y 15 pases de coca√≠na, me inyectaba, tres miligramos de morfina sint√©tica en la ma√Īana, tres al medio d√≠a y tres m√°s o m√°s por las noches, me prend√≠ de esta sustancia, usaba todo tipo de pastillas, las conozco todas, el Rivotil es una de las m√°s poderosas, es de alto impacto, fumaba entre dos y tres cajetillas diarias, cada diez minutos me chutaba un cigarro, mal com√≠a, mal dorm√≠a, mal viv√≠a, vaya estaba muerto en vida, pero eso s√≠, lleno de soberbia, como mi buen amigo que vino a recordarme de d√≥nde vengo y s√© que yo no puedo ni con una gota de alcohol, ni con una sola fumada, ni media pastillita o un ligero pase, el d√≠a que yo recaiga no voy a poder parar y mi esposa sabe, que si eso llegara a suceder, de inmediato lo que acordamos hacer, es que me interne y para muchos borrachos y drogadictos, hablar de un anexo, o de una cl√≠nica, es ofensivo, denigrante, manipulan a la familia para que no tome esa decisi√≥n, pero dime, que debes de hacer con alguien que lleva m√°s de 45 d√≠as intoxic√°ndose, d√°ndoles un p√©simo ejemplo a sus hijos, maltratando a su esposa, denigr√°ndose como ser humano, poniendo en riesgo a gente inocente porque insiste en manejar ebrio, drogado, qu√© es lo que debes hacer‚Ķ. Es muy simple, tienes que internarlo, est√° en riesgo su vida y la de muchas personas, no sabes si un d√≠a te va a agarrar a golpes o matar a alguien, o tal vez, determine irse por la puerta falsa.

La enfermedad en la familia

Hay tanta desinformaci√≥n respecto a la drogadicci√≥n.alcoholismo y adicciones de un ser amado, tener un drogadicto en casa, es como tener propiamente una maldici√≥n, muchas esposas creen que la amante es la que le da la droga, que de ah√≠ viene el problema o algunas mam√°s piensan que son las malas amistades, cierto hay de eso, pero no siempre es as√≠, otras se√Īoras, opinan que es un vicio, y como si fuera un resfriado, que en cualquier momento salen de ello. Alguien me dijo hace 30 a√Īos, cuando me extern√≥ su preocupaci√≥n por el alto consumo de drogas de su hijo.- Mira gordo.- Todos fumamos marihuana de j√≥venes, d√©jalo, ya se le pasar√°.- Este joven, en aquella √©poca, se orinaba en las botellas vac√≠as de coca cola familiar, fumaba hierba en su rec√°mara, est√° hundido en la adicci√≥n y han pasado tres d√©cadas y no ha podido con la drogadicci√≥n, ahora trafica drogas y por la adicci√≥n se ha metido en infinidad de problemas, lo ves echo un anciano, sin su dentadura completa, flaco, desgastado, desganado, apagado, por supuesto que √©l vive solo, no hay pareja que lo soporte y sus compa√Īeras en la mayor√≠a de los casos, son como √©l y no duran.- La familia se enferma m√°s que el adicto, una parte de esta enfermedad se llama codependencia, la mujer se llena de miedos, tristeza, frustraci√≥n y tiene el riesgo de caer en alguna adicci√≥n como los antidepresivos, esta es una enfermedad perra que nadie est√° zafo.- S√°lvese quien pueda.- Tristemente, esta enfermedad es de fondos ya todos tocamos fondos.-. Crisis, creces.

Tiempo al tiempo

Nunca, ni antes ni despu√©s, siempre es justo a tiempo, llegamos tarde que temprano a los destinos de esta perversa enfermedad.- El hospital.- Un siqui√°trico.- Anexo, centro de rehabilitaci√≥n.- La c√°rcel o definitivamente el pante√≥n.- Yo qued√© en la ruina, lo perd√≠ todo, la droga me despoj√≥ de mi familia, me corrieron de la radio, qued√© lleno de deudas y severamente da√Īado de mi cuerpo, soy diab√©tico, hipertenso, con severos da√Īos en mis huesos, sin dientes, la vida se me fue de las manos y d√≠a con d√≠a, trato de recuperarme, lucho contra la adversidad y lo devastador que es esta enfermedad terrible, brava, furiosa y despiadada.- Le doy gracias a Dios cada vez que me topo con un Ernesto, negado y soberbio, comprendo que somos muchos los del problema, pero pocos los elegidos, que la sobriedad no es para todos y que cualquier mediocre, como yo, se refugia en ese mar de incongruencias, justific√°ndose y destilando veneno, levantando falsos a diestra y siniestra, hoy para m√≠, el compromiso es may√ļsculo, he venido por todo y buscar√© todo, no vengo a competir, quiero compartir, dar y servir, no soy anafre para calentar la banca, vengo a escuchar, a aprender, a dejarme guiar, no lo s√© todo y deseo cada d√≠a, ser mejor persona, mejor en todos los sentidos para dar el mayor de los ejemplos a mis hijos, y doy el mensaje con el mejor deseo, de que nadie sufra lo que yo sufr√≠, confirmo ahora, que se puede vivir en libertad, en armon√≠a y que la felicidad existe.- Hay un mundo de Ernestos, sufriendo, denigr√°ndose, hundi√©ndose cada d√≠a m√°s y m√°s en la compulsi√≥n, hay un Ernesto, perdiendo su hogar, trabajo y dignidad, pero hablar con un Ernesto, como yo lo fui, es como lavarle la cabeza al burro, pierdes el agua, el tiempo y el jab√≥n y hasta un patadon te puede dar. Hoy s√© perfectamente bien, que el √ļnico y mejor ant√≠doto para que mis hijos no sean adictos y no caigan en las redes de la justicia, es sin duda alguna, el ejemplo.

 

Tarea:

Un hijo cuando empieza a fumar marihuana, a usar cocaína y a emborracharse como cosaco, no entiende razones, pero es el momento preciso de rescatarlo, hay que poner límites con firmeza, y rescatarlo a toda costa, con amor, comunicación, convivencia y pedir ayuda para sacar los resentimientos y romper con las cadenas destructivas, ayudarlo a sanar sus heridas del alma. Entrar a este infierno es muy fácil, salir de él, casi imposible, es sumamente difícil erradicar la adicción, por desgracia las drogas son extremadamente placenteras.

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